You Should Just Hang Yourself....

Well I had a breakdown earlier in the day. It was around 3pm.
I really don't wanna get into details about it.
Let's just say I'm easily triggered even if the people are strangers online.
I spend 30 minutes crying while slitting my wrist, both of them.
My left wrist got full with cuts so I went to my right arm. Brings back memories. That's the arm I started cutting over when I was just a little girl, 13 years old. It was never an attempt at suicide like everyone thinks.I know to not cut the wrong veins, I actually stay away from those areas.
Before I cut, I called William but he was busy, he took forever to answer the phone, when he did he was laughing his ass off, literally. So I hung up. Laughter for some reason was the last thing I needed to hear. So then I texted him thur Yahoo IM.
He's like baby I'm busy. I'm like "this is what I mean,you're never there when I really need you" So that was another trigger.

I was on MSN chatting with some girls from PrettyThin. I admit, I was being too "emo" but they were just being mean. One suggested I hang myself with a noose from a tree, that was NOT what I needed to hear. I don't wanna hang myself. I just found that really mean.

Whatever, I'm immature but some people are just bitches XD
I've lost so much interest in life I don't even wanna blog.