The Sun Is My Kryptonite

Will seems to think the reason why I'm always sick & not feeling well is because I don't get enough sunlight. That's bullshit. That's not it. I was born sick.I've always been sick. I spent my childhood in the hospital. I told him I had cramps & didn't feel good. He said I needed to get more sunlight. Yeah, that's what's going to make these sucky cramps better. No, that's called Midol.

Does he have any idea what the sun does to meh? It literally drains meh. I'm like a vampire. If I spend too long in the sun, my skin starts to blister, really badly which is why I always wear hats, hoodies, long sleeves & make sure none of my skin comes in contact with the sun. He's had meh sitting in the sun at the park for like 3 weeks. I've gotten enough sunlight. I just sit there while sweat drips off meh then I get all hot & sticky. It's seriously gross.

Ugh, I'm a vampire. I don't like the sunlight. It doesn't like meh. It literally burns. One time, my hair started smoking while standing at the bus stop after school. Everyone was like "wtf is wrong with you?!" It wasn't on fire.It was just smoking. How odd is that? Last summer, I tried to be normal & not wear long sleeves. My skin broke out in this rash then started peeling off. I was freaking shedding. That was not normal.

I hate how he feels about meh always being sick. Maybe it's all in my head but I seriously never feel good.I don't know what's wrong with meh. I'm dying.....