Fuck Her, Feed Her XD

Well that was the highlight of my day. That's what Williams mother told him with meh standing there.

I'm finally back home. After spending 3 days & 4 nights with William.
I got back home today at 5:30, it was almost dinner time but of course I didn't eat.
I realized, we still have internet.
I called my mother earlier today. She was annoying meh to no end about how she couldn't get into her Yahoo email account. So I told her to try her Hotmail. I don't think she ever tried.
I was wondering how we still had internet, it slipped my mind to ask her tho.
At home she told meh that, she talked to one of the representative at our service provider & the woman, Kaye decided to give us a special on internet for 6 months & downgrade us to basic cable from digital preferred. We were going to get rid of it all & have nothing. My mother said Kaye sounded like she felt sorry for us, I think she just wanted us to still have service with the company. Every penny counts. Losing a customer is actually a big deal. Regardless, I don't care. Now I don't have to be all bored in my room for the next 6 months. I didn't know what I was going to do.

William will be happy to know we only have basic cable like him now. He was like that's another thing, how do y'all have digital cable & we don't. Maybe b/c his cheap parents won't pay for it. I'm sure they can't afford it. He called meh spoiled. We were talking in the car on the way to my place. I said I don't need a job, I have everything I want. I have a pink laptop that's really nice, an iPod touch, another mp3 player that works better than the iPod & I have a cell phone (no service right now) plus I have enough money to buy a new touchscreen phone, go on a shopping spree (more stuff if everything is on clearance) & get a makeover. I'm thinking about getting a weave. He's like I hate that you're spoiled. You're poor, that's not suppose to happen. Haha, I'm so not spoiled.I just like what I like. If I can't have the best I don't want it all.I once wore the same shoes for two years until we could afford to buy meh the expensive pair I wanted. So I like the finer things in life. Sue meh. I really don't. I want a job, I just haven't found one yet. I can't be unemployed forever. I don't think my luck is that suckish.

A few minutes before we got ready to leave, his mother started screaming. So did his father. They wanted him to go to Zaxby's & pick up dinner. I'm not sure what he said but they obviously didn't like his response. His father was like "you NEVER do anything we tell you to" He told them he would pick it up on the way back from bringing meh home if they waited. She's all like "I'm NOT waiting two fucking hours to eat!" "You were suppose to take Brittanie home last night!" That really wasn't his fault. I begged him into letting meh stay one more night. I just wasn't ready to go home. It had nothing to do with the internet to be honest. I never wanna come home but I really don't wanna be at his place either. I just don't know where I belong. I'm uber bored at home & I miss him so much. He told meh I should get a job or find something to occupy my time with so I won't spend ALL the time we're apart thinking about him. I have to agree with that. I don't think I'll ever get hired. I really do try, never even get an interview. They were yelling so loud I actually got a headache. Every time that happens I fear for my life. I swear one day that woman is gonna kill meh. Every time I hear her screaming or slamming something I assume that it's about meh & she's pissed b/c the crazy girl is her house.

I almost got out of his parents house without his mother saying a bad thing about meh. Almost isn't good enough. As we were leaving the house, they started talking about
William: If I went to Zaxby's I would have had to buy Brittanie something too.
His mother: So, what's wrong with that? You've been fucking her for a week, you can at least feed her.
Then she said something that I didn't quite get. What I heard was stop playing with her head or something like that. I was stunned by the fact that she even said that. I mean it's kinda mean & offensive. I haven't even been there for a week. It's been 3 days & nights. Add the 3 and 7 then you'll have 7, 7 days but that's not how it works. I hate that fact that she thinks he's only with meh to have sex. It seems like that sometimes but we do way more, we have fun & there are moments when he's hella sweet.

Ugh, I'm watching CSI:New York right now so like yeah...f