Ugh, my anti depressants & sleeping pills have meh fucked up.
I had the most miserable time sleeping last night.
They're suppose to make meh sleep better but they put meh in a coma state & I have the hardest time getting up. I've been up for almost two hours now & I'm still sleepy.I'm trying my hardest to not crash my head into my laptop.
William called meh at 12:30 am just to talk & then again at 2:30 am to tell meh that his mother has also given my blog information to his sister Beth, now her & her girlfriend are reading my blog. Him & his mother got into an argument about meh which led to her mentioning that she's still reading my blog. She told Beth who wanted to read it and so did her girlfriend. Wow. Why don't they just print out my blog, make it into a book & put it on the coffee table. They act like it's a best selling book. I'm kinda flattered that they care so much to have the entire family reading my blog. I wonder if his father is also a fan. They all get to brain pick meh now.
So I changed the info, they'll probably still find it but I'm doing my best to hide it.
I changed ALL the info in my profile. I seriously don't know how they keep finding meh.
That was May when his mother stalked my PrettyThin page & found my blog.
I set it to private for a day but I wasn't gonna accept defeat.
I'm sorry but NO ONE is gonna make meh delete this blog or stop blogging. That's just not happening. This is the only thing that keeps meh sane & they're not taking it away from meh!
So I figured she would be over it by now but I was obviously wrong. All this time she's still been reading my blog. WTF? Is this for serious?! I can't believe she's being such a prick about this.
She hates meh, thinks I'm a nutcase, doesn't want meh in her house & wishes her son wasn't dating meh but she still has time to read my blog?! Does that make any kinda sense? I think not.
I mean I tried to search myself in Google for an hour & couldn't find my blog.
Of course, my PrettyThin info came up a million times but my blog is no where to be found.
Will said they found my Facebook too. I don't care. I don't have anything on there. I barely even use it. And they're been to my PrettyThin page apparently. Ugh, great. I'm an anorexic nutcase now. This is just awesome. Could anything else in my life go wrong?!
I get it, they don't want him with meh. This is killing meh. I know I haven't always been the greatest person to be around or know but I'm not the devil himself. I feel like they're not even giving meh a chance. I don't care if it's the internet. You're invading someones privacy when you deliberately take time to search for their blog & accounts on social networks. What I write in MY blog is MY business. I don't care if it's online, I'm not making threats towards the president so FUCK OFF! I really don't see the big deal. William told meh to stop blogging, like hell, over my cold dead body. They'd like that...I know I don't always say nice things in my blog, I insult him & his family (mostly just him) but I say things outta anger & it's NOT for them to judge.
I can't have my blog set to private b/c I have far too many readers & followers for that.
I don't try to find his family members online. I have better things to do.
It's like I'm a celebrity & they're the paparazzi. Gosh, what more do they want?! A crotch shot of meh getting outta a car?! Too bad, I don't go commando :D
I had the most miserable time sleeping last night.
They're suppose to make meh sleep better but they put meh in a coma state & I have the hardest time getting up. I've been up for almost two hours now & I'm still sleepy.I'm trying my hardest to not crash my head into my laptop.
William called meh at 12:30 am just to talk & then again at 2:30 am to tell meh that his mother has also given my blog information to his sister Beth, now her & her girlfriend are reading my blog. Him & his mother got into an argument about meh which led to her mentioning that she's still reading my blog. She told Beth who wanted to read it and so did her girlfriend. Wow. Why don't they just print out my blog, make it into a book & put it on the coffee table. They act like it's a best selling book. I'm kinda flattered that they care so much to have the entire family reading my blog. I wonder if his father is also a fan. They all get to brain pick meh now.
So I changed the info, they'll probably still find it but I'm doing my best to hide it.
I changed ALL the info in my profile. I seriously don't know how they keep finding meh.
That was May when his mother stalked my PrettyThin page & found my blog.
I set it to private for a day but I wasn't gonna accept defeat.
I'm sorry but NO ONE is gonna make meh delete this blog or stop blogging. That's just not happening. This is the only thing that keeps meh sane & they're not taking it away from meh!
So I figured she would be over it by now but I was obviously wrong. All this time she's still been reading my blog. WTF? Is this for serious?! I can't believe she's being such a prick about this.
She hates meh, thinks I'm a nutcase, doesn't want meh in her house & wishes her son wasn't dating meh but she still has time to read my blog?! Does that make any kinda sense? I think not.
I mean I tried to search myself in Google for an hour & couldn't find my blog.
Of course, my PrettyThin info came up a million times but my blog is no where to be found.
Will said they found my Facebook too. I don't care. I don't have anything on there. I barely even use it. And they're been to my PrettyThin page apparently. Ugh, great. I'm an anorexic nutcase now. This is just awesome. Could anything else in my life go wrong?!
I get it, they don't want him with meh. This is killing meh. I know I haven't always been the greatest person to be around or know but I'm not the devil himself. I feel like they're not even giving meh a chance. I don't care if it's the internet. You're invading someones privacy when you deliberately take time to search for their blog & accounts on social networks. What I write in MY blog is MY business. I don't care if it's online, I'm not making threats towards the president so FUCK OFF! I really don't see the big deal. William told meh to stop blogging, like hell, over my cold dead body. They'd like that...I know I don't always say nice things in my blog, I insult him & his family (mostly just him) but I say things outta anger & it's NOT for them to judge.
I can't have my blog set to private b/c I have far too many readers & followers for that.
I don't try to find his family members online. I have better things to do.
It's like I'm a celebrity & they're the paparazzi. Gosh, what more do they want?! A crotch shot of meh getting outta a car?! Too bad, I don't go commando :D
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