Random Socializing & PotHeads Make For An Interesting Day

Let's just pretend that the events in this story are taking place on actual Wednesday b/c I have the hardest time talking in past tense.I always get confused.This is why I don't have best selling book.
Here goes....

Will came and picked meh up Tuesday night. We had planned for him to pick meh up today(remember, it's Wednesday) but I don't know, he changed his mind.H e said he wanted to spend the night with meh. Bad idea. We can't get along with each other spending the night together.
This evening around 12, my iPod deleted all my songs (refer to previous blog) I spent the next four hours putting everything back into place.
Will spend all day downstairs with his mother, as usual then his father came home & they were all screaming at the television.Nothing against soccer but I'm so glad the World Cup is only once every 4 years.I don't think I could take this every year. I was stuck in his bedroom with nothing to drink, about to dehydrate & practically suffocating. I only had on a bra & undies but still sweat was dripping off meh like I was running a marathon. It was intense! Later I heard his mother say the A/C was broken. Oh fucking great. I thought that only happened to poor people.Our A/C has been broken every summer of my life. If I wanted to sweat I'd stay at my house (his mother would like that I bet)

At 4:30 he finally came upstairs, he's like we gotta go soon, get ready, get dressed. That was random. I'm like why? I don't wanna go. I have to work on getting all my music back onto my iPod. He had to go to the recording studio. We weren't leaving til 5:15 so I used that time to get as many songs as possible.I only got thur A to the beginning of C. I wasn't prepared to leave. I was running around looking for peppermints & trying to find a matching headband in one of my totes. I picked my afro out in the car. He grabbed the pick & forced into my head then pulled upwards. I'm like dude, you have to be gentle with black people's hair or at least mine. It isn't by any means straight.

When we got to the recording studio, it's called Visions I think. I did not wanna go in. I'm like I'm gonna be the one dorky looking person here. And I pretty much was. Everyone was the cool type, rockers, some were hip-hop & a few girls standing around, some dressed like skanks but since it's summer, we can let em slide. I felt so awkward the entire time I was there which was for about 2 hours.I thought Will was going to actually play. He drove 20 minutes so he could go talk to some old dude named Kimgee. That's what telephones were invented for. I mean he was mad awesome tho. He's like one of those hippie dudes from the 70s. He invited us into his recording space, Will introduced us. I hate meeting new people. It's always so awkward. There was a woman that kept talking to Kimgee. She was so blazed & hilarious. No, seriously, they were smoking right in front of us. I'm not sure what is was. I'm a totally dork but I know everyone in the building had a pocket full of weed. Kay, maybe not everyone but at least half of them even tho I only saw three. She was Hispanic, about 30, wearing way too much makeup & an outfit that looked like she was about to play softball. Oh she was petite too like tiny but we were the same height. She was hilarious.She was like "let meh blow on the mic" & she did.She started singing an off key tune that made no sense. I saw them handling a small bag of green stuff. See,I'm such a dork I'm not sure what it was. They eventually started to smoke it. They were getting blazed right in front of meh & Will. The lady was like "are you sure they're okay? They look twelve" When she offered us some "green stuff" We were like no. She said "see they are twelve!" Will told her he couldn't b/c one hit of that & he'd be too fucked up to drive. Meh, I just have no interest in drugs or alcohol. I'll never make it as a bad girl. I laughed. Do we really look that young?! NO! I look about 15, Will looks 17. In a little while a tall dude with long thin dreadlocks came in. He introduced us to him too. I hate hanging with Will, his friends/associates always ask meh what I do. I always look bad when I have nothing to say. Cat definitely has my tongue. Kimgee was like what do u do? Sing, dance, write music, model?" I'm thinking none of the above! I was on Facebook on my iPod. The tall dude was like "she just taps on her phone all day" He mistook it for an iPhone & I wasn't about to tell him it wasn't. Having an iPhone automatically gives you cool points. This is why people with no lives or no one to talk whatsoever when out & bought one. That's my theory anyway. Kimgee went on to tell meh how could see if he could get meh into modeling, he knows some girl who's like a pro in the modeling world. That was just an awkward topic since I'm always saying I wanna be a model & Will is like you can't be a model, I don't want you to be a model, you're not special enough, all that jazz. I was like "oooh, cool" Then those two started smoking, again. The smoke was already killing meh.My nose was burning like I was doing it. I'm not down with secondhand smoke or any kind. I thought I would get high just inhaling leftover smoke. It was insane!

Now his studio workspace was small. People started cramming into the room & bringing in their equipment, guitars, keyboard, stands for the instruments & of course themselves & none of them were even remotely small like Will & I. 3 girls & 6 guys.
(One man asked meh if I was one of the singer? Haha. I wish. I'm just some 12 year old who tags alone. I was caught off guard so the facial expression & sound I made may have made meh come off as a bitch.)
Seriously, my bedroom is bigger than that room.I'm thinking isn't this against some kind of safety rule?! They were a gospel group. I didn't catch that til after we left & Will commented on one of the dudes having a problem with Kimgee & that tall dude smoking in there when he first came in. He was caught off guard I guess. We finally got ready to leave since it was crowded in there. On the way out of the door, Will said a girl he worked with once, years ago with another one of his band projects or something. They talked for a 15 minutes in the hall til a man called her in to start singing. I just stood on the way, looking lost wishing he'd hurry up. Every time one of them said something, the other had a comeback. I'm like gosh, y'all choose the wrong time to be able to hold a convo. I crossed my arms, looked irritated. He didn't notice. Ugh.

After we left the studio we went to the park. At first Will didn't wanna go b/c he wasn't wearing athelic clothes but he changed his mind. The jealousy monster reared it's evil head while we were there.As soon as we got out of the car, I saw Terra, walking to her car. I pointed her out to him. He was like "let's go say hey to her" We did, more like he did. I don't really like to socialize with much of anyone. She walked in another direction. We went to the restrooms inside the recreation center. I had been holding in my urine for 2 hours. I told him to wait for meh outside the door, the men's restroom was closed. He didn't.I finished quickly & there he was outside talking to Terra. I'm like dude, didn't I tell you to wait?! I could have gotten kidnapped (unlikely) but still. He's like no one wants you. They had a 15 minute conversation just standing around about getting jobs if you know someone & what days they're gonna come to the park. I found out something new. I had no idea Will worked at L.A. Fitness. I was there but I just feel left out when he's talking to his friends. I'm anti-social. I got tired of waiting so I sat on a bench & listening to their convo from there. He later asked her from her number so that they can meet up at the park in the future to hang out. She did says "text meh if you guys decided to come" That was nice. It's not females I don't trust around Will. It's him I don't trust around them.I know I have serious trust issues. He's too outgoing. We realized I had his phone in my tote after he walked back to the car. I was playing a game on my iPod. She asked was I watching videos. I'm like no, it's a game. He's like "oh show her that race car game, it's pretty cool" I showed her. She wasn't impressed. Finally she had to leave. I totally flipped out on him. I was just mad that was the 2nd time he stopped to socialize.I'm not really jealous, I just feel weird standing around waiting for my boyfriend when he's talking to people. I bet they're like who is this girl & why is she here?!

I was yelling that I wanted to go home, his home & not stay in the park.There were so many people there. Like 30 guys on the court. It was so crowded I couldn't see the green ground anymore. I pulled him to come on but he went anyway. He was like just gimme 10 minutes, that means 30 really.I sat in the car. He came back in a few minutes to get a water bottle. I asked where we leaving? He said do you want to? One of those rhetorical questions.I said yes.He said well I don't, I wanna play some more. I went all drama queen "emo" on him. I threw my iPod inside the car of course, took off our ring & threw it into the dashboard. That annoyed him. Now we were both pissed. I even threw his keys just so he'd have to go "fetch em" He's like that was such a bitch move! Yes it was. I'm a bitch, what can I say. I finally calmed down & we went to the court. We stayed for almost an hour. I catch the ball while he made free throw shots & then he attempted to teach meh how to shoot hoops. I sucked. He's actually pretty good.I take back what I said about his playing a a couple weeks ago. I made like 6 of 20 shots. We were playing together til the guys called him to play so he ditched meh.I kept shooting by myself til I got tired then I went over to the swings. I love them! I can go really high, I wanna go so high I flip over the bar. Just as I was about to go back to the court & yell at him for taking to long, the game ended.He gathered his water bottle, cell phone & car keys & we went back to the car.

We stopped at Kroger's on the way back here. He wouldn't let meh buy donuts but what does an anorexic girl need with those anyway?! I don't even like em.They were $1 for four.That's appealing. He bought some Corona & some gross cream like soda drink. Yuck! I originally wanted Mellow Yellow (like Mountain Dew) or just pain Gingle Ale which is what he figured that drink was. Never let him choose the liquid =/ He also bought meh a pizza we shared & a bag of Hot chips.I was craving something spicy to burn up my insides o.O