I was suppose to be hanging with Carlisa & Brandon today but he bailed on us.Something about he had to help him mother.Ugh. Lameness.
We had planned to leave my house at 2pm. At 1:30 Carlisa called.I was still in bed sleeping. My mother answered, told her I was sleeping & hung up on her b/c she couldn't hear her. Carlisa dropped her phone in the tub a few weeks ago now it barely works for calls. I thought she was mad at meh for that incident when I called her 10 times and she didn't answer.I even had my friend Joseph, text her.35 minutes she finally called meh back. She said she'd be here at 3 this time around.I waited & waited even took a nap, it was 5:15 before she came.
And she brought a guest she didn't even tell meh about. I opened my door, I see this girl. I'm like who the fuck is this random chick standing on my porch?! I got stuck with Carlisa & her ghetto cousin, Charisma who looks Asian in the face. Seriously, her face is all funny shaped & her eyes are slanted & squinty. She kept making fun of meh & talking about meh to Carlisa behind my back. It's not like those two were a couple but I felt like the third wheel. They talked the entire time to each other, laughing & making fun of people. They sit next to each other on every bus & train. They were like totally buddied up. It was so awkward. I felt totally left out. Her cousin had an attitude. When I came out of my house, she was like "hi, I'm Cris" I said "I'm Brittanie" She was like can I ask you a question? I'm like sure. She goes "why couldn't you meet us at the station? I'm thinking "why couldn't you have stayed home. She came to stay with Carlisa for the 4th.
I hate when she brings her ghetto ass family members. Total disaster. I'm an "oreo" black on the outside, white on the inside :D I don't get along with them obviously. They think I'm a freak.Last year, she brought her sister Shakira with us to hang out. The same thing happened. They had a falling out & I later found out that isn't her real sister. I was like is Charisma your real cousin?! She said yes. I don't know. The man I thought was her father isn't even her real father. She told meh today she hasn't talked to her birth father in years. She ignores his existence.
We had planned to go to Little Five Points. It's a shopping/club district for emo, punk rock, indie, hippie, vintage, rasta type folks. Everyone there is totally unique with sick styles. One girl has light pink hair.It was so awesome. I think that was Brandon's idea to go there but we still went anyway. When we got there it was like 6:45. Charisma apparently wanted to find something to wear for an occasion. After spending a good 30 minutes in this store called Ragarama, she didn't buy anything & Carlisa brought a shirt for $15. Most of the items in the store are either vintage or used. There a few new things. They are robbing those folks are those prices. Different colored tutu's hung from the ceiling. Carlisa was like "I want one" I did too but I'm sure they were gonna be a bit expensive. I have money on my debit card (part of my college refund) But I'm saving it.I don't know why.I should hurry up & spend it before they take it back. You can't trust the government. I figured the reason we were going b/c Carlisa's new boyfriend, Douglass works over there in a bar & he lives down the street. I call him Lewis b/c Douglass is such an ugly name. She said so is Lewis. He told her I tried to get with him. Bullshit. I did not.He's not even cute & he's so needy & clingy.That's the girls duty. We never dated but all he did was tell meh he loved meh & that I should dump Will for him. He finally got a job after a year. Well, he beat meh.I'd be jealous normally but I'll get a job when it's my time. We almost visited his job but Charisma is only 17 so we weren't sure they'd let her in. Then we went into the tattoo parlor b/c Charisma wanted a tattoo of Japanese symbols. We were all afraid too. We stood in front of the stop for 10 minutes trying to decided. We looked like such dorks. The coolest girl talked to meh. She was about 25, had a beautiful little girl with her like 7. Both were blond with blue eyes. She asked meh where I had gotten my necklace from? It's brass knuckles with red roses & says "treat meh right" That's a shot at William. I said Hot Topic. She asked which one? The one at North Point Mall, I said. She was like she had been looking everywhere for one. She did a photo shoot & she has matching earrings & a belt buckle. I'm like "no way! that's awesome.I wanted the earrings but my ears aren't even pierced. While we were standing outside talking to her some bikers pulled up. A middle aged guy on his bike with his girlfriend who looked alot younger. They looked just like you see in the movies, black hair, tons of tattoos, badasses. They came in, the dude asked was some guy there? They told him he wasn't. They said they'd come back. After talking to her Charisma & I went into the shop. Carlisa stood outside and came in later. There was a stuffed goat in a glass container like the ones you put fishes in. It creeped meh out at first. Charisma ashed if it was real?! I hope not.I stood too close to that thing. I almost got my belly button pierced. But we didn't wanna spend all that time there & Charisma wasn't old enough. I'm like gosh, we're so lame.Coming in here and not coming out with anything. Fucking dorks. People probably laughed at us when we left. We walked out of the district & Charisma wanted to go to a fucking Mexican bar & grill, knowing she's still a little kid. She wasn't gonna get in. We crossed the street, almost got hit. When we got over there I'm like "guys,I'm not going in there" Everyone was older people, they just looked old & we all look 16.
The most interesting thing about this day was on the bus coming from my house. Carlisa & Charism sat together. We were almost to the station when we stopped at a bus stop. A man in a wheelchair got on, the door was left open. That always makes a delay, usually about 10 minutes. The bus driver was buckling the man in.We were stopped at a red light which was also a bus stop, just sitting there, I'm listening to my iPod, ignoring those two when this lady jumps on the bus. She's a bit overweight & dressed like a hooker, false colorful eyelashes, tons of makeup, long hair extensions that swung when she turned around & a low cut shirt with her boobs hanging out. She's angry. She's screaming, pointing at the back of the bus where we were sitting. No one had any idea who she was talking about. We all feared for our lives. For once I was glad I was sitting in a corner seat, not near the aisle to be near her. She's like "you!" She stomped to the back of the bus & started screaming a man. He wore dark shades & was completely ignoring her. She kept screaming, finally he opened his scared mouth. She told him she wanted her lawn mover back & to get off the bus, they were going to his house to get it right now. He told her he wasn't going home at the moment, she'd have to wait. She got even more pissed, started cursing like "okay, I got you.I'm about to go to your home & destroy EVERYTHING!"
By now the driver was finished saftely securing the man in the wheelchair. She jumped off the bus. Everyone on the bus was raving about what had just happened, all the commotion. When we got the station in about 7 more minutes.She was there, in a white car. A lady in front of meh was like "oh hell no! There she go" She wasn't playing. She pulled into the station right behind the bus. The man freaked out like "let meh get off first!" The lady that had noticed the crazy woman was like no, be a man, stand up for yourself & she blocked the aisle so he couldn't get off. He didn't either. He stayed sitting on the back of the bus.We all got off & gathered around. The crazy woman in the car was waiting for him. Some people covered for him & told her he was already gone. I didn't know where he was.Inside the station going up the escalator into onto the train platform. Charisma & I saw him still sitting on in the back of the bus. It was priceless. She was like NEVER in my life have I seen anything like that. Then she used Carlisa's phone & called someone to tell them about it.
Standing up there I saw an old friend from high school, 9th grade. He was more like associate.We weren't friends really.I had the biggest crush on one of his best friend who turned out to fall for one of my best friends b/c she was light skinned & super pale. Fucking vampire, she was. Anyhow, he was like "Brittanie! What happened to all your hair?!" & rubbed his hand all in my bushy hair. Gawd, I don't know where a guys hand has been. Eww. I swear he was trying to embarrass meh. He was being as loud as humanly possible.I was the one wearing the headphones that should have warped my sense of sound. I told him I cut it b/c I was tired of getting perms.He said yeah, you're not the type of girl to have a perm.He has reddish Burgundy dreadlocks.I told him I was getting those soon & grabbed one of his locks. He was like I thought you had left the state.I never see you anymore. I said no, I just stay at home alot. Except during the school year.I lied and told him I'm still in college. He asked what I was studying.I said Journalism.He said you look like a writer. You're doing everything you look like you should be doing. I laughed & said yeah I'm such a dork. He said I wouldn't say a dork, more like a nerd or geek. I said I'll take nerd. He asked did I have Facebook b/c I was the only one of his high school pals that wasn't his friend on there. I told him I did but I don't really utilize it. He said just get on accept my request & you can get off.I said will do, he said bye & went to catch up with his buddies.Also two guys I knew. Carlisa & Charisma had wondered to the side.I went over to stand with them. I heard a girl say something about Facebook. I'm thinking eavesdropper! Get a life. On the train she asked did I use to date him. I said no then lied & said his best friend. That's how he knew meh. She was like you dated a black dude?! No, well one, but he was mixed, Brandon, the abusive one. I was young & naive. I still liked my own kind. Haha. jk That was so racist!
We had planned to leave my house at 2pm. At 1:30 Carlisa called.I was still in bed sleeping. My mother answered, told her I was sleeping & hung up on her b/c she couldn't hear her. Carlisa dropped her phone in the tub a few weeks ago now it barely works for calls. I thought she was mad at meh for that incident when I called her 10 times and she didn't answer.I even had my friend Joseph, text her.35 minutes she finally called meh back. She said she'd be here at 3 this time around.I waited & waited even took a nap, it was 5:15 before she came.
And she brought a guest she didn't even tell meh about. I opened my door, I see this girl. I'm like who the fuck is this random chick standing on my porch?! I got stuck with Carlisa & her ghetto cousin, Charisma who looks Asian in the face. Seriously, her face is all funny shaped & her eyes are slanted & squinty. She kept making fun of meh & talking about meh to Carlisa behind my back. It's not like those two were a couple but I felt like the third wheel. They talked the entire time to each other, laughing & making fun of people. They sit next to each other on every bus & train. They were like totally buddied up. It was so awkward. I felt totally left out. Her cousin had an attitude. When I came out of my house, she was like "hi, I'm Cris" I said "I'm Brittanie" She was like can I ask you a question? I'm like sure. She goes "why couldn't you meet us at the station? I'm thinking "why couldn't you have stayed home. She came to stay with Carlisa for the 4th.
I hate when she brings her ghetto ass family members. Total disaster. I'm an "oreo" black on the outside, white on the inside :D I don't get along with them obviously. They think I'm a freak.Last year, she brought her sister Shakira with us to hang out. The same thing happened. They had a falling out & I later found out that isn't her real sister. I was like is Charisma your real cousin?! She said yes. I don't know. The man I thought was her father isn't even her real father. She told meh today she hasn't talked to her birth father in years. She ignores his existence.
We had planned to go to Little Five Points. It's a shopping/club district for emo, punk rock, indie, hippie, vintage, rasta type folks. Everyone there is totally unique with sick styles. One girl has light pink hair.It was so awesome. I think that was Brandon's idea to go there but we still went anyway. When we got there it was like 6:45. Charisma apparently wanted to find something to wear for an occasion. After spending a good 30 minutes in this store called Ragarama, she didn't buy anything & Carlisa brought a shirt for $15. Most of the items in the store are either vintage or used. There a few new things. They are robbing those folks are those prices. Different colored tutu's hung from the ceiling. Carlisa was like "I want one" I did too but I'm sure they were gonna be a bit expensive. I have money on my debit card (part of my college refund) But I'm saving it.I don't know why.I should hurry up & spend it before they take it back. You can't trust the government. I figured the reason we were going b/c Carlisa's new boyfriend, Douglass works over there in a bar & he lives down the street. I call him Lewis b/c Douglass is such an ugly name. She said so is Lewis. He told her I tried to get with him. Bullshit. I did not.He's not even cute & he's so needy & clingy.That's the girls duty. We never dated but all he did was tell meh he loved meh & that I should dump Will for him. He finally got a job after a year. Well, he beat meh.I'd be jealous normally but I'll get a job when it's my time. We almost visited his job but Charisma is only 17 so we weren't sure they'd let her in. Then we went into the tattoo parlor b/c Charisma wanted a tattoo of Japanese symbols. We were all afraid too. We stood in front of the stop for 10 minutes trying to decided. We looked like such dorks. The coolest girl talked to meh. She was about 25, had a beautiful little girl with her like 7. Both were blond with blue eyes. She asked meh where I had gotten my necklace from? It's brass knuckles with red roses & says "treat meh right" That's a shot at William. I said Hot Topic. She asked which one? The one at North Point Mall, I said. She was like she had been looking everywhere for one. She did a photo shoot & she has matching earrings & a belt buckle. I'm like "no way! that's awesome.I wanted the earrings but my ears aren't even pierced. While we were standing outside talking to her some bikers pulled up. A middle aged guy on his bike with his girlfriend who looked alot younger. They looked just like you see in the movies, black hair, tons of tattoos, badasses. They came in, the dude asked was some guy there? They told him he wasn't. They said they'd come back. After talking to her Charisma & I went into the shop. Carlisa stood outside and came in later. There was a stuffed goat in a glass container like the ones you put fishes in. It creeped meh out at first. Charisma ashed if it was real?! I hope not.I stood too close to that thing. I almost got my belly button pierced. But we didn't wanna spend all that time there & Charisma wasn't old enough. I'm like gosh, we're so lame.Coming in here and not coming out with anything. Fucking dorks. People probably laughed at us when we left. We walked out of the district & Charisma wanted to go to a fucking Mexican bar & grill, knowing she's still a little kid. She wasn't gonna get in. We crossed the street, almost got hit. When we got over there I'm like "guys,I'm not going in there" Everyone was older people, they just looked old & we all look 16.
The most interesting thing about this day was on the bus coming from my house. Carlisa & Charism sat together. We were almost to the station when we stopped at a bus stop. A man in a wheelchair got on, the door was left open. That always makes a delay, usually about 10 minutes. The bus driver was buckling the man in.We were stopped at a red light which was also a bus stop, just sitting there, I'm listening to my iPod, ignoring those two when this lady jumps on the bus. She's a bit overweight & dressed like a hooker, false colorful eyelashes, tons of makeup, long hair extensions that swung when she turned around & a low cut shirt with her boobs hanging out. She's angry. She's screaming, pointing at the back of the bus where we were sitting. No one had any idea who she was talking about. We all feared for our lives. For once I was glad I was sitting in a corner seat, not near the aisle to be near her. She's like "you!" She stomped to the back of the bus & started screaming a man. He wore dark shades & was completely ignoring her. She kept screaming, finally he opened his scared mouth. She told him she wanted her lawn mover back & to get off the bus, they were going to his house to get it right now. He told her he wasn't going home at the moment, she'd have to wait. She got even more pissed, started cursing like "okay, I got you.I'm about to go to your home & destroy EVERYTHING!"
By now the driver was finished saftely securing the man in the wheelchair. She jumped off the bus. Everyone on the bus was raving about what had just happened, all the commotion. When we got the station in about 7 more minutes.She was there, in a white car. A lady in front of meh was like "oh hell no! There she go" She wasn't playing. She pulled into the station right behind the bus. The man freaked out like "let meh get off first!" The lady that had noticed the crazy woman was like no, be a man, stand up for yourself & she blocked the aisle so he couldn't get off. He didn't either. He stayed sitting on the back of the bus.We all got off & gathered around. The crazy woman in the car was waiting for him. Some people covered for him & told her he was already gone. I didn't know where he was.Inside the station going up the escalator into onto the train platform. Charisma & I saw him still sitting on in the back of the bus. It was priceless. She was like NEVER in my life have I seen anything like that. Then she used Carlisa's phone & called someone to tell them about it.
Standing up there I saw an old friend from high school, 9th grade. He was more like associate.We weren't friends really.I had the biggest crush on one of his best friend who turned out to fall for one of my best friends b/c she was light skinned & super pale. Fucking vampire, she was. Anyhow, he was like "Brittanie! What happened to all your hair?!" & rubbed his hand all in my bushy hair. Gawd, I don't know where a guys hand has been. Eww. I swear he was trying to embarrass meh. He was being as loud as humanly possible.I was the one wearing the headphones that should have warped my sense of sound. I told him I cut it b/c I was tired of getting perms.He said yeah, you're not the type of girl to have a perm.He has reddish Burgundy dreadlocks.I told him I was getting those soon & grabbed one of his locks. He was like I thought you had left the state.I never see you anymore. I said no, I just stay at home alot. Except during the school year.I lied and told him I'm still in college. He asked what I was studying.I said Journalism.He said you look like a writer. You're doing everything you look like you should be doing. I laughed & said yeah I'm such a dork. He said I wouldn't say a dork, more like a nerd or geek. I said I'll take nerd. He asked did I have Facebook b/c I was the only one of his high school pals that wasn't his friend on there. I told him I did but I don't really utilize it. He said just get on accept my request & you can get off.I said will do, he said bye & went to catch up with his buddies.Also two guys I knew. Carlisa & Charisma had wondered to the side.I went over to stand with them. I heard a girl say something about Facebook. I'm thinking eavesdropper! Get a life. On the train she asked did I use to date him. I said no then lied & said his best friend. That's how he knew meh. She was like you dated a black dude?! No, well one, but he was mixed, Brandon, the abusive one. I was young & naive. I still liked my own kind. Haha. jk That was so racist!
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