Wow, I am like so shaken up & nervous right now.
I'm really afraid of that woman.
I'm at Williams place or should I say his parents place.
I spent the night here. He brings meh here at night now to avoid his parents.
Every since that incident at the beginning of May, she's cursed my existence.
She deliberately told Will, she did not want meh in her house, to never bring meh back again.
I was fine with that, I don't wanna be any place I'm not welcomed.
He's hardheaded & doesn't listen but to be honest, we only come here to have sex.
Most times we're at the basketball court or driving around.
I thought she would get over it. I mean it's been a month now.
She's is not budging, that woman is stubborn (as a mule)
I mean I would apologize id she'd let meh even tho I don't think I've done anything wrong.
I'm just misunderstood.
So I said some mean things in my blog. I'm fucking 20. I still have tons of growing up to do.
I don't get it. I'm not the most horrible human being in the world.
It's just unfair the way she's treating meh & it actually hurts.
I can't believe this is getting to meh.
So I'm sitting in his room right now with the door closed blogging.
He's downstairs in the living room playing his music. It sounds really awesome.
His mother has been doing laundry since we woke up around 10. It's 11:22.
A few minutes ago, I was on PrettyThin, laying on his bed, talking to my mother on the speakerphone on the house phone when she opens the door to put a few of his clothes into his drawers. I shocked her being here. She's like "gosh, I didn't know you were here, I wish someone would warn meh" I wanted to laugh out loud. I'm not a serial killer, she doesn't have to be alarmed when I'm in the house. I tried to talk to her "do you still hate meh?" She didn't say anything. That's a definite yes. Then she left the room & closed the door behind her.
That moment was really awkward.
She goes downstairs & starts bitching to Will about meh. My mother is talking 80 words per minute on the phone. I turn the volume down so I can try to listen to whats' going on thur the door. It was hard but she did NOT sound happy, at all. What ever she feels towards meh is strong. I tell my mother what's going on. She says "oh she was just shocked to see you there" I'm like "mother! don't take her side!" She always does that. Well we don't let her know I'm here b/c she hates meh, see what happens when she knows I'm around. She goes ballistic & screams at Will. There's no way around this, is it? She calms down & a few minutes later starts up again. This time she's in the kitchen, I guess washing dishes. She starts screaming & cursing, slamming dishes & pots & pans. I couldn't make out most of what she said but I'm sure I heard loud & clear. "This is my house, not yours. I told you I didn't want her here!" Dagger thur my head :D jk All while this is happening he's playing his music, to drown her out or he just didn't wanna stop when he's in his groove. I think it's having more of an effect on meh that him .It's going in one ear & right out the other one.
She gets that she doesn't want meh here, I sure as hell get it, Now if only we can make him get it. I wanted to leave as soon as we woke up & spend the day at the basketball court. Or at least sit in the hot ass car. At least I wouldn't have to be under this woman's roof! It's bloody torture.
Now I'm up here scared to death, I don't even know why but I don't think anyone has ever hated meh like she does. This is...just unbelievable. She thinks I'm this insanely crazy nutcase who's out to get her. Or that's the impression I'm getting from all this. This is really nerve wrecking. Yeah, this is the right way to treat a crazy girl! *rolls eyes*
I'm really afraid of that woman.
I'm at Williams place or should I say his parents place.
I spent the night here. He brings meh here at night now to avoid his parents.
Every since that incident at the beginning of May, she's cursed my existence.
She deliberately told Will, she did not want meh in her house, to never bring meh back again.
I was fine with that, I don't wanna be any place I'm not welcomed.
He's hardheaded & doesn't listen but to be honest, we only come here to have sex.
Most times we're at the basketball court or driving around.
I thought she would get over it. I mean it's been a month now.
She's is not budging, that woman is stubborn (as a mule)
I mean I would apologize id she'd let meh even tho I don't think I've done anything wrong.
I'm just misunderstood.
So I said some mean things in my blog. I'm fucking 20. I still have tons of growing up to do.
I don't get it. I'm not the most horrible human being in the world.
It's just unfair the way she's treating meh & it actually hurts.
I can't believe this is getting to meh.
So I'm sitting in his room right now with the door closed blogging.
He's downstairs in the living room playing his music. It sounds really awesome.
His mother has been doing laundry since we woke up around 10. It's 11:22.
A few minutes ago, I was on PrettyThin, laying on his bed, talking to my mother on the speakerphone on the house phone when she opens the door to put a few of his clothes into his drawers. I shocked her being here. She's like "gosh, I didn't know you were here, I wish someone would warn meh" I wanted to laugh out loud. I'm not a serial killer, she doesn't have to be alarmed when I'm in the house. I tried to talk to her "do you still hate meh?" She didn't say anything. That's a definite yes. Then she left the room & closed the door behind her.
That moment was really awkward.
She goes downstairs & starts bitching to Will about meh. My mother is talking 80 words per minute on the phone. I turn the volume down so I can try to listen to whats' going on thur the door. It was hard but she did NOT sound happy, at all. What ever she feels towards meh is strong. I tell my mother what's going on. She says "oh she was just shocked to see you there" I'm like "mother! don't take her side!" She always does that. Well we don't let her know I'm here b/c she hates meh, see what happens when she knows I'm around. She goes ballistic & screams at Will. There's no way around this, is it? She calms down & a few minutes later starts up again. This time she's in the kitchen, I guess washing dishes. She starts screaming & cursing, slamming dishes & pots & pans. I couldn't make out most of what she said but I'm sure I heard loud & clear. "This is my house, not yours. I told you I didn't want her here!" Dagger thur my head :D jk All while this is happening he's playing his music, to drown her out or he just didn't wanna stop when he's in his groove. I think it's having more of an effect on meh that him .It's going in one ear & right out the other one.
She gets that she doesn't want meh here, I sure as hell get it, Now if only we can make him get it. I wanted to leave as soon as we woke up & spend the day at the basketball court. Or at least sit in the hot ass car. At least I wouldn't have to be under this woman's roof! It's bloody torture.
Now I'm up here scared to death, I don't even know why but I don't think anyone has ever hated meh like she does. This is...just unbelievable. She thinks I'm this insanely crazy nutcase who's out to get her. Or that's the impression I'm getting from all this. This is really nerve wrecking. Yeah, this is the right way to treat a crazy girl! *rolls eyes*
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