I miss my fucking apartment.
Note to self: never stay in this hellhole where you aren't welcomed this long ever again.
Ugh, William is such a mama's boy. I don't know anyone who talks to their mother that much.
They're always having discussions. Right now it's obsessing over the World Cup, stupid soccer fans. Or they're getting into it about meh, why doesn't he just listen to that woman & get rid of meh? Why can't they be a normal family & ignore each other? That would be just lovely.
Besides meh but even now we don't talk that much. She calls meh to just rant, I put her on speakerphone & ignore her for an hour. I call her when I'm bored, she starts giving meh lectures on what I'm doing wrong. Like she's taking his mothers side. Wtf? Whose team are you on?! Which part of his mother CANNOT stand meh does she not understand?! Obviously, the can't stand part. She's like be nice to her. I'm trying. I don't know what to do. I tried to talk to her once, she ignored meh & left the room. *rolls eyes*
He talks to his father too. ALOT, no one is suppose to talk to their parents that much.
I sit in the living room with my mother & don't talk to her for hours. She occasionally says some words to meh that are ignored.
Gosh, my theory is Will is really a dork inside & he tries so hard to be all cool & "hardcore" It would explain so much. Last night I said something about us living on two different planets, then he started naming the planets & asking meh what material they were made of? I'm like who cares? He said I do. OMG, fucking dork! He has to be techincal about everything. Sometimes I just wanna pretend that things aren't real & not have them shoved down my throat to make meh look less intelligent. He read my blog & was like "you're a bad writer!" Are u fucking kidding meh? I've never been told that before in my life. He was like you have too many mistakes. So, typos don't count. I've seen best sellers with a zillion typos. That doesn't make meh a bad writer. It makes meh a careless writer who doesn't pay attention. As if that's any better. He's just mad b/c I insult him & his family.
I'm ready to get out of this house. It feels like I've been here forever. I'm always stuck up here in his room talking to my online friends. How pathetic am I?! He doesn't even spend any time with meh when I'm here unless we're having sex. How pointless is this relationship. I wanna go back to my raggedy apartment, where at least my mother loves meh & I don't have to walk on egg shells & listen to his mother scream about random stuff. I only have to listen to my mother which I'm use to. I'm always doing something wrong. I cant help it. Earlier I heard her freaking out b/c I had the home phone upstairs. My heart actually skipped a few beats. I was like "oh shit, she's about to blow a blood vessel"
I'm really annoyed right now. The damn cat is sitting on his bed being really annoying. She's licking herself & yawning. She keeps twitching shedding everywhere, the hair is flying all up into the ceiling b/c of the fan. This is really annoying. So glad I'm not eating anything sticky like syrup. She bit meh.I didn't even know cats bite, I thought they scratched. Wtf? Is this a joke?!
Ugh, thank god, we're about to fucking leave. Someone shoot meh.I must be dreaming :)
Note to self: never stay in this hellhole where you aren't welcomed this long ever again.
Ugh, William is such a mama's boy. I don't know anyone who talks to their mother that much.
They're always having discussions. Right now it's obsessing over the World Cup, stupid soccer fans. Or they're getting into it about meh, why doesn't he just listen to that woman & get rid of meh? Why can't they be a normal family & ignore each other? That would be just lovely.
Besides meh but even now we don't talk that much. She calls meh to just rant, I put her on speakerphone & ignore her for an hour. I call her when I'm bored, she starts giving meh lectures on what I'm doing wrong. Like she's taking his mothers side. Wtf? Whose team are you on?! Which part of his mother CANNOT stand meh does she not understand?! Obviously, the can't stand part. She's like be nice to her. I'm trying. I don't know what to do. I tried to talk to her once, she ignored meh & left the room. *rolls eyes*
He talks to his father too. ALOT, no one is suppose to talk to their parents that much.
I sit in the living room with my mother & don't talk to her for hours. She occasionally says some words to meh that are ignored.
Gosh, my theory is Will is really a dork inside & he tries so hard to be all cool & "hardcore" It would explain so much. Last night I said something about us living on two different planets, then he started naming the planets & asking meh what material they were made of? I'm like who cares? He said I do. OMG, fucking dork! He has to be techincal about everything. Sometimes I just wanna pretend that things aren't real & not have them shoved down my throat to make meh look less intelligent. He read my blog & was like "you're a bad writer!" Are u fucking kidding meh? I've never been told that before in my life. He was like you have too many mistakes. So, typos don't count. I've seen best sellers with a zillion typos. That doesn't make meh a bad writer. It makes meh a careless writer who doesn't pay attention. As if that's any better. He's just mad b/c I insult him & his family.
I'm ready to get out of this house. It feels like I've been here forever. I'm always stuck up here in his room talking to my online friends. How pathetic am I?! He doesn't even spend any time with meh when I'm here unless we're having sex. How pointless is this relationship. I wanna go back to my raggedy apartment, where at least my mother loves meh & I don't have to walk on egg shells & listen to his mother scream about random stuff. I only have to listen to my mother which I'm use to. I'm always doing something wrong. I cant help it. Earlier I heard her freaking out b/c I had the home phone upstairs. My heart actually skipped a few beats. I was like "oh shit, she's about to blow a blood vessel"
I'm really annoyed right now. The damn cat is sitting on his bed being really annoying. She's licking herself & yawning. She keeps twitching shedding everywhere, the hair is flying all up into the ceiling b/c of the fan. This is really annoying. So glad I'm not eating anything sticky like syrup. She bit meh.I didn't even know cats bite, I thought they scratched. Wtf? Is this a joke?!
Ugh, thank god, we're about to fucking leave. Someone shoot meh.I must be dreaming :)
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