I started this last night but after the strawberry gashes" I couldn't finish so I will today....excuse meh if its a bit scattered.
Holy Mary, mother of God!!
I've had it up to here with William.
He just can't get things together, that would be like the end of the world from him if he could manage to do that.
So his birthday is over now b/c it's 12: 30am. He said his friends said that his birthday wasn't over til he went to sleep. I was like and you call my friends retarded...He was like well all your friends aren't dumb, ChiChi isn't. I'm like who the hell is ChiChi, isn't that your cat? He's like Michelle, you know that her name right? No, I don't know her fucking name.I keep trying to tell him that isn't my friend.Just some random girl I met online! I can't make friends. That's not capability I have.
Anyhow, he didn't really talk to meh during his birthday. We texted for a little bit, just like usual, nothing but arguing.We don't get along, why do we even bother to stay together? He said he'd come get meh that night. At 10 I gave up, it's pointless then. The day is pretty much over.
So he's like I'll come to get u you, that was around 11:25, it doesn't take that long to get here. It's 12:35 now. He hasn't even left his place. I got ready almost an hour ago expecting him to be here. I'm just sitting around waiting when he hasn't even left his house that's about 45 mins away! I'm tired. So I've taken off my clothes, shoes, put my bandanna on & when I'm done with this I'm gonna visit my bed. This day was a bust. To be honest I was looking forward to his birthday more than him. But eh, whatever. Wasn't my day. I bet when my birthday rolls around he won't be involve. Just like Colin wasn't involved last year. He was busy with something at school. I'll spend my birthday alone like it's meant to be.
I just felt like if he wanted to see meh for is birthday (not at 2am , claiming it's still his birthday so I had to give him a blowjob) he would have picked meh up during it. Not in the middle of the night after it.He was like he wasn't drunk or high. Well he was definitely fucked up. I know that much.He even said "I'm outta it rite now" Yeah, so like umm, I don't remember the rest of last night.It's a blur to meh. I know I started a verbal fight with my mother. She kept prying like "I thought William was coming to pick you up" "What happened?" I thought that too. He did come but likes 5 hours after the fact. I kept telling her I didn't wanna talk about it.She got annoying and triggered meh....yeah... w/e Put these last 3 blogs together and you figure out how I'm doing...
Holy Mary, mother of God!!
I've had it up to here with William.
He just can't get things together, that would be like the end of the world from him if he could manage to do that.
So his birthday is over now b/c it's 12: 30am. He said his friends said that his birthday wasn't over til he went to sleep. I was like and you call my friends retarded...He was like well all your friends aren't dumb, ChiChi isn't. I'm like who the hell is ChiChi, isn't that your cat? He's like Michelle, you know that her name right? No, I don't know her fucking name.I keep trying to tell him that isn't my friend.Just some random girl I met online! I can't make friends. That's not capability I have.
Anyhow, he didn't really talk to meh during his birthday. We texted for a little bit, just like usual, nothing but arguing.We don't get along, why do we even bother to stay together? He said he'd come get meh that night. At 10 I gave up, it's pointless then. The day is pretty much over.
So he's like I'll come to get u you, that was around 11:25, it doesn't take that long to get here. It's 12:35 now. He hasn't even left his place. I got ready almost an hour ago expecting him to be here. I'm just sitting around waiting when he hasn't even left his house that's about 45 mins away! I'm tired. So I've taken off my clothes, shoes, put my bandanna on & when I'm done with this I'm gonna visit my bed. This day was a bust. To be honest I was looking forward to his birthday more than him. But eh, whatever. Wasn't my day. I bet when my birthday rolls around he won't be involve. Just like Colin wasn't involved last year. He was busy with something at school. I'll spend my birthday alone like it's meant to be.
I just felt like if he wanted to see meh for is birthday (not at 2am , claiming it's still his birthday so I had to give him a blowjob) he would have picked meh up during it. Not in the middle of the night after it.He was like he wasn't drunk or high. Well he was definitely fucked up. I know that much.He even said "I'm outta it rite now" Yeah, so like umm, I don't remember the rest of last night.It's a blur to meh. I know I started a verbal fight with my mother. She kept prying like "I thought William was coming to pick you up" "What happened?" I thought that too. He did come but likes 5 hours after the fact. I kept telling her I didn't wanna talk about it.She got annoying and triggered meh....yeah... w/e Put these last 3 blogs together and you figure out how I'm doing...
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