BlowJobs & Attempted Murder

Kay, who else thinks this Burger King ad is totally wrong?!
It'll "blow" your mind away, 7incher! This is like an ad for fucking porn
Does her mouth have to be open that wide? With that sandwich coming towards it look a lot like a really large inflated penis o.O
This is from years ago. I think maybe the 90's.I don't remember it but seriously, that couldn't have been good for business. Anyhow, on the the story.

It's 10 pm. I've been at Williams place since 12am last night.
This day was a complete waste.
We didn't sleep til 3pm like we usually do & the day still sucked.
He promised to take meh to the park, I always watch him play basketball & retrieve the ball like a fucking dog when he misses the shot. It's quite fun.
We had sex around 4. He ALWAYS sleeps after sex unless it's something really important.
Well when 7:15 came I accepted the fact that we weren't going.It was going to be dark in about an hour. The entire time I was trying to wake him up. I really wanted to go. I hate being stuck in the house on PrettyThin all day. I needed to stretch my bones. When he finally woke up around 7:25. We got into it b/c I refuse to give him blowjobs anymore. I've never liked em & I shouldn't have given him a shitload at the beginning of our relationship. Now he expects them regularly. I don't care about what he wants. I want a lot of things I don't get. My vagina isn't good enough. I don't get the big deal with blowjobs. What's the difference in their penises going in any other hole besides the mouth is more wet & moist? So we fought & wrestled about that for two hours until just a few minutes ago.

Kay, I am about to dehydrated up his in his room. I'm use to constantly drinking things b/c I don't eat. At my house, I go thur 6 bottles of iced water & 2 Gatorades a day. Here I've had one cup of OJ. My breath is horrible 7 i feel like I'm about to vomit. This feeling is disgusting. I'm about to barf up something I didn't even eat! He promised he'd take meh to get something to eat when we got done. I didn't give him the BJ but we had sex. It was quick & easy but still amazing since he had been prepping for it for like two hours. He would NOT give up on that blowjob. Kay, you guys don't need the rest of the details. Anyhow, fuck anorexia.I'm hungry & sometimes I have to eat, call it a binge & get over it the next day. But no, he's downstairs finishing a movie with his mother. Gosh, they spend too much time together! And my tummy is doing cartwheels. Something just kicked & I'm not even pregnant! xD

Oh, I found out one of the reason his mothers detests meh so much.
Apparently, in a blog from the past I mentioned that I wanted her to die soon.
Honestly, I don't remember saying that. Maybe I mentioned something similar to it.
Hell, I don't know. I was angry I can't be held responsible for the things I say when I am angry.
Actually, I do kinda remember saying something similar to that but it's not like I threaten to kill her. It wasn't attempted murder.No biggie. I'm sure if she told the police that, they'd have bigger fish to fry. No one ever died off a wish, I hope so or my logic is gonna be totally invalid here.

Williams mother has been treating meh like dirt lately & he lets her. Okay, that sounded wrong. What can he do?! He's her son, who lives under her roof & all his bills are basically paid by her (and his father) She could kick him out of the street but she'd never do that. She's evil but just to meh. Today we were in the kitchen. He was making a salad without tomatoes, not my type of salad. It was gross. He put paramesan cheese (and regular shredded cheddar) on it then tried to kiss meh afterwards. Eww. I wanted to vomit. His mother comes in. She actually avoided even looking at meh after that incident this morning or meh scaring her when she had no idea I was hiding out in his room. But it's just the way she acts around meh now. She went back into the study room. So I tell him "your mother just gave meh the mean eye" I meant the stink eye like in Juno but it didn't come out right. He actually yells to her "mom, stop giving Brittanie the mean eye" or something like that. I was shocked. My mouth dropped open. I was like "dude, you're gonna get us kill!"She goes, I didn't give her any eye, I didn't even look at her. True, she didn't, this time. He was like "yes, you did. You always do, like when you see her or she's around you roll your eyes" I couldn't believe he was sorta defending meh b/c until today. He just sits back & laughs about the whole situation. His mother goes "oh whatever! At least I didn't wish her dead!" *gasp* So that was the straw that broke the camels back. I was like "no, I didn't!" She replies "yes you did" He tells her I didn't mean it & that I took it back. Um, don't put words into my mouth! I told them I didn't remember writing that but if I did then I take it back. Naturally I tried to defend myself. Didn't work out so well. I said "well we're all gonna die someday, no one gets out alive" He was like "Brittanie, just shut up. You're only making it worst" I go "I know! That's all I know how to do!" I can't make something better but I can sure as hell make it ten times worst.That's my special gift.

If what they are saying is true, then it's still not a big deal.
I would only care if someone threatened meh, not wished death on meh. A wish can't do anything. Trust meh if it could less people would be going to jail. "I wish someone else stole a bag of money & left on my front lawn" I'm failing to see the big deal. I just don't get it!

Fuck my life. They are downstairs having a really loud discussion about Afghanistan & some shit. I'm not sure but that countries name keeps coming up & it's hella annoying. I'm started to hate her voice just as much as I hate my mothers voice. I hate stupid political middle class people who care about stuff XD