First day of the the summer semester.
I'm going to a new campus, this is the one I've heard about and everyone says it's mad cool and there might be some people there like meh.
No one gets how much I don't want to go.
I'm willing to bet my life on the simple fact that I will NOT graduate.
It's not about people picking on meh, please, it's college.I got over those insecurities the 3rd week of school last semester. It's the fact that I can't do that work =/
I know myself better than anyone will ever know meh.
My mother doesn't even know meh and she has raised meh for 20years.
I know I'm 20 but she's still raising meh.
William can't even begin to understand meh, he thinks that if I just try & work my hardest I'll pass.
Yeah, that's called optimistic bullshit.
I'm not like everyone else, I have talents but they don't include educational stuff.
Gosh, I'm so sorry I'm not Einstein.
I failed 3 of 5 classes last semester.
And the classes I passed a rock covered in moss could have passed. Even Will said so.
Like Art History & Choices For Life aka Health is really hard. At least I know I have half a brain to pass those.
I've pretty much blown my college career.I'm not the type of person to start over. Stick a fork in meh, I'm fucking done!
I'm being suspended from ALL the University systems in the Georgia for three years due to meh failing Math97, remedial math. I'm basically still in high school math.
Tomorrow I start in the same class Math 97, any takers for how horribly I'll fail this time.
College is just a waste of time for meh. I'm not gonna get a degree. I don't know what it is but I can't get schoolwork. I have a hard enough time with the other subjects. I haven't even gotten to Science yet. I'm even worst at that than Math!
Oh and I'm off financial aid for the REST OF MY LIFE.
I knew this would happen, I should have waited and went to college when I was ready.
Maybe when I was 30 I would have been ready but I'm not matured enough or maybe my brains hasn't caught up to where it should be.
Forcing myself thur something has never gotten meh anywhere.
I almost had a nervous breakdown last semester, actually I think I did.
I get to spend the next two months, 5 days a week in summer school.
Oh lucky, lucky meh!
FML.
I'm gonna need to take my razors to school b/c that's the ONLY way I'm going to get thur this. I'll be making frequent stops in the restroom.
I know there's something I can do in life but college seriously isn't it and it hurts so much to know I'm not gonna make it thur.
I'm going to a new campus, this is the one I've heard about and everyone says it's mad cool and there might be some people there like meh.
No one gets how much I don't want to go.
I'm willing to bet my life on the simple fact that I will NOT graduate.
It's not about people picking on meh, please, it's college.I got over those insecurities the 3rd week of school last semester. It's the fact that I can't do that work =/
I know myself better than anyone will ever know meh.
My mother doesn't even know meh and she has raised meh for 20years.
I know I'm 20 but she's still raising meh.
William can't even begin to understand meh, he thinks that if I just try & work my hardest I'll pass.
Yeah, that's called optimistic bullshit.
I'm not like everyone else, I have talents but they don't include educational stuff.
Gosh, I'm so sorry I'm not Einstein.
I failed 3 of 5 classes last semester.
And the classes I passed a rock covered in moss could have passed. Even Will said so.
Like Art History & Choices For Life aka Health is really hard. At least I know I have half a brain to pass those.
I've pretty much blown my college career.I'm not the type of person to start over. Stick a fork in meh, I'm fucking done!
I'm being suspended from ALL the University systems in the Georgia for three years due to meh failing Math97, remedial math. I'm basically still in high school math.
Tomorrow I start in the same class Math 97, any takers for how horribly I'll fail this time.
College is just a waste of time for meh. I'm not gonna get a degree. I don't know what it is but I can't get schoolwork. I have a hard enough time with the other subjects. I haven't even gotten to Science yet. I'm even worst at that than Math!
Oh and I'm off financial aid for the REST OF MY LIFE.
I knew this would happen, I should have waited and went to college when I was ready.
Maybe when I was 30 I would have been ready but I'm not matured enough or maybe my brains hasn't caught up to where it should be.
Forcing myself thur something has never gotten meh anywhere.
I almost had a nervous breakdown last semester, actually I think I did.
I get to spend the next two months, 5 days a week in summer school.
Oh lucky, lucky meh!
FML.
I'm gonna need to take my razors to school b/c that's the ONLY way I'm going to get thur this. I'll be making frequent stops in the restroom.
I know there's something I can do in life but college seriously isn't it and it hurts so much to know I'm not gonna make it thur.
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