Last night I was thinking about my future with William.
It's never gonna happen but it's nice to dream, right?
I want us to get married, move away like far from Georgia from our friends, our parents and have a child. He doesn't want kid. Oh well, he's gonna have to get over it b/c if I can have a child then I'm going to.I made up my mind about that months ago. I'm really hoping for a daughter b/c I don't want a boy. He'd be a mini-Will, I don't want a little monster besides boys are no fun and like they have penises that spray piss everywhere if you're not careful. He wants to name our daughter Chloe if their is one. I wanna name her Madison.I have a list of names to work on.
So like yeah, I want a family & I wanna get hitched in Vegas.
I asked Will why we were even trying b/c we'll never be happy. I said I wanted to live happily ever after like in the fairy-tales. He said there's no such things as "happily ever after" til someone dies. WTF?! I can tell him now it's gonna be him if he keeps fucking with meh.
BUT FIRST I HAVE TO GET LIFE TOGETHER. How hard is this gonna be?! I'm 21 this year and I still have the life of a 15 yr old.I'm fucking digressing in life.I need a job so I can get an apt with Will and work on the baby making :D
It's never gonna happen but it's nice to dream, right?
I want us to get married, move away like far from Georgia from our friends, our parents and have a child. He doesn't want kid. Oh well, he's gonna have to get over it b/c if I can have a child then I'm going to.I made up my mind about that months ago. I'm really hoping for a daughter b/c I don't want a boy. He'd be a mini-Will, I don't want a little monster besides boys are no fun and like they have penises that spray piss everywhere if you're not careful. He wants to name our daughter Chloe if their is one. I wanna name her Madison.I have a list of names to work on.
So like yeah, I want a family & I wanna get hitched in Vegas.
I asked Will why we were even trying b/c we'll never be happy. I said I wanted to live happily ever after like in the fairy-tales. He said there's no such things as "happily ever after" til someone dies. WTF?! I can tell him now it's gonna be him if he keeps fucking with meh.
BUT FIRST I HAVE TO GET LIFE TOGETHER. How hard is this gonna be?! I'm 21 this year and I still have the life of a 15 yr old.I'm fucking digressing in life.I need a job so I can get an apt with Will and work on the baby making :D
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