How Dare He?!

William asked meh was I cheating on him.
He randomly bought it up.
Fucking serious?!

I didn't even hang out with Colin.
We don't even talk anymore.
I'm not gonna text my ex boyfriend, he's the only who texts meh.

I don't text or talk to any of the guys I was talking to in the past.

Just b/c I still have my Plenty of Fish account it must mean I'm cheating on him.
Wtf? I should be asking him that but if I did he'd freak out on meh.
I'm not allowed to think he'll cheat on meh but he can totally question meh.
I don't get it, why be with someone you're gonna cheat on?

The way I see it, I should be allowed to keep my page on that site.
I need to have options in case he dumps meh again.
Which I seriously believe will happen.
That whole future with him. I gave up a couple weeks ago.
Now it's just like whatever.....I don't know how I feel.
He said we might get marry, might means maybe and that's never a good thing in a relationship.
Nothing has changed. He still treats meh the EXACT same way he always treated meh.

He's like "baby, no, I don't have options"
Yeah, I believe that.....
I hate to bring this up again BUT if he could, he'd totally have Kesha :p
So he has at least one option (not that she'd go for him)

I just feel really insulted by him asking that.
Grrr, he always ruins my moods, this is exactly why I deleted his number therefore I can only communicate with him when he texts/calls meh.