William wanted to pick meh up at 1am today so we could spend the entire day together.
Something about going to a park, so romantic.
I declined his offer.
I mean it was 1am, my mother was sleep and not feeling well. I don't know how she would have felt about meh just leaving. I can't stand her but I love her all the same.
He was disappointed, he sounded sad. He actually said so but he was like don't worry, it's the good kind of disappointment.I said there's a good kind? He said yeah, b/c I could be like "yes! so happy I don't have to be bothered with her!"
I felt bad not letting him pick meh up like all I wanta do is spend all my time with him. That's gonna change b/c I have school 4 days a week all summer starting Monday.FML.I'm gonna do the thing where I sit in class and daydream about having his daughter :D
I originally had therapy today BUT Nike made a mistake scheduling (which I kinda figured before time) and now it's rescheduled for later this week. My appointment was for 3:45pm and she made it at the last minute b/c I almost killed myself a week and a half ago.
I actually don't wanna kill myself anymore, I do however still feel the same way as before.
Those feelings will be come back soon but until then, I'm just cruising.
I wish I had a job, I need something to do with my life.School isn't for meh, a moron can work on a job.I'm not the brightest crayon in the box BUT I know I'm smarter than most of those people at McDonald's and Popeye's :D
Something about going to a park, so romantic.
I declined his offer.
I mean it was 1am, my mother was sleep and not feeling well. I don't know how she would have felt about meh just leaving. I can't stand her but I love her all the same.
He was disappointed, he sounded sad. He actually said so but he was like don't worry, it's the good kind of disappointment.I said there's a good kind? He said yeah, b/c I could be like "yes! so happy I don't have to be bothered with her!"
I felt bad not letting him pick meh up like all I wanta do is spend all my time with him. That's gonna change b/c I have school 4 days a week all summer starting Monday.FML.I'm gonna do the thing where I sit in class and daydream about having his daughter :D
I originally had therapy today BUT Nike made a mistake scheduling (which I kinda figured before time) and now it's rescheduled for later this week. My appointment was for 3:45pm and she made it at the last minute b/c I almost killed myself a week and a half ago.
I actually don't wanna kill myself anymore, I do however still feel the same way as before.
Those feelings will be come back soon but until then, I'm just cruising.
I wish I had a job, I need something to do with my life.School isn't for meh, a moron can work on a job.I'm not the brightest crayon in the box BUT I know I'm smarter than most of those people at McDonald's and Popeye's :D
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