My boyfriend is completely unaware of my existence.
I'm invisible, as if he couldn't say hey.
I'm getting so crazy I even went onto Facebook just to check to see if he was online (he wasn't)
I mean if he can get on there, he can text/call meh.
I know, I'm a total brat but I'm getting highly annoyed right now.
It's 12:20am.
The last time I heard from him was 1pm Monday coming from school.
That was only b/c I called him or I would not have heard from him at that point.
He hung up in my face so he could get his precious beauty sleep. (kidding)
Just for the record I'm not staying up waiting for him to call or text.I just can't sleep. I'm going to bed in a little while.
I'm just really annoyed...
This whole day (Well Tuesday) was my real life friends and all my online friends/associates rubbing their PERFECT relationships in my face.
It's like so unfair, one of my friends was like her boyfriend picked a flower for her.
That's so romantic *sighs* She's so lucky.
Then another one was like the only thing that makes her happy is seeing her boyfriend.
Please, seeing mine triggers meh & I always come home totally miserable.
I can't help but be a little jealous of them, I'm only human.
It's like everyone I know is so fucking happy.
Everyone says I let him treat meh like shit, I really don't.
You can't change a person, you deal with it or you leave....
And don't get meh wrong, I know sometimes it seems like I don't wanna be with him but I really do.I want this more than anything (almost anything) but he's so bad for meh.
It sucks b/c all I can do is bitch and complain.I can't change him, I can't make him understand.I have like no say in anything....
I'm invisible, as if he couldn't say hey.
I'm getting so crazy I even went onto Facebook just to check to see if he was online (he wasn't)
I mean if he can get on there, he can text/call meh.
I know, I'm a total brat but I'm getting highly annoyed right now.
It's 12:20am.
The last time I heard from him was 1pm Monday coming from school.
That was only b/c I called him or I would not have heard from him at that point.
He hung up in my face so he could get his precious beauty sleep. (kidding)
Just for the record I'm not staying up waiting for him to call or text.I just can't sleep. I'm going to bed in a little while.
I'm just really annoyed...
This whole day (Well Tuesday) was my real life friends and all my online friends/associates rubbing their PERFECT relationships in my face.
It's like so unfair, one of my friends was like her boyfriend picked a flower for her.
That's so romantic *sighs* She's so lucky.
Then another one was like the only thing that makes her happy is seeing her boyfriend.
Please, seeing mine triggers meh & I always come home totally miserable.
I can't help but be a little jealous of them, I'm only human.
It's like everyone I know is so fucking happy.
Everyone says I let him treat meh like shit, I really don't.
You can't change a person, you deal with it or you leave....
And don't get meh wrong, I know sometimes it seems like I don't wanna be with him but I really do.I want this more than anything (almost anything) but he's so bad for meh.
It sucks b/c all I can do is bitch and complain.I can't change him, I can't make him understand.I have like no say in anything....
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