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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Brothers R Soooo UnNeeded

My brother just called, hes coming to visit us in a few hours and spending the night here.
She is NOT happy about it. I always figured he was her favorite child.She should be thrilled.
But he isn't anymore, a couple months ago she finally got tired of him. She's been bending over backwards, spending all her money on him since I was 11 years old and our grandfather died. Before them he was responsible for getting my brother outta all his predicaments.

I'm semi glad but I'm adult now so she won't help meh anyway. It's just when I was younger instead of treating meh like a princess, she treated him like a prince. She NEVER had money for anything I wanted but if he wanted he was gonna get it if we couldn't buy groceries for a month. I held ALOT of hatred for him now it's my mother brother. The one who got high, came home at 5am, stole my electric guitar, 3 cell phones, my electric keyboard & my big screen television. That television was ah-mazing! I was so psyched to have it b/c I had never had any t/v larger than 13inches. Everyone wondered why I sat so close to it. I couldn't fucking see it!

I hate when he comes.She always goes thur the past about him.Right now she's ranting about how she's never going to the jail for him anymore or giving him anymore money.She once gave him $400, emptied our savings so he could go vacation in Florida with some skank. He was suppose to move there with her but things didn't work out and our money was wasted. In his defense he did have the money but our other brother stole it from him, when his friends stole his laptop. That was about 3 years ago. One time him and his friend ran outta gas down the street from us. He came knocking on the door for gas money just so they could ride around town all day. Nothing to do at all!

Oops, I'm not supposed to be telling family business like this =/

Oh screw it!

So yeah, he's gonna be using the internet cord for the desktop so I won't be online all night. We're far too poor to afford wireless. Maybe I'll get some sleep for once and not be up til 6am. Lord needs i need the fucking sleep.

I have these horrible puffy bags under my eyes.They're always there and they come out with I haven't been sleeping.It's so unattractive!

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